Thursday, August 18, 2005

highs and LOWS

well, so today was going ok. work was fun, and then when i got home, there was a message for scott saying that dsc wanted to offer him a job! so YAY. then rachel and joel came over, and we were just hangin out playin road rage, waitin for scott to get home..and then scott walks in and announces that his car is really broken. well, that means he cannot get to a job in champaign--nor can we share a car if we move to champaign because the job i am hoping for requires the use of my car. so we are minus one car and both hoping to work 40 minutes from home. the original solution was to move halfway between work and church so as to do both, but as that is impossible with only one car we are at an impasse. i don't really know what to do. and then we get cash at the ATM and the bank says that we have $150-$200 less than my check register believes we have. which means we don't even really have enough extra money to move or get another car. its crazy our luck and how we always seem to find out really great things and then-as if to counteract it something totally sucky happens. Its never just-lets have them be happy-or even lets have them be miserable because then we could adjust. and heaven forbid we have normal with small bits of good news and bad. its always gotta be major stuff. WHY? Now theres no way i can go to kokomo and visit my friend jen because we dont have $40 extra bucks to spend on the gas, and scott might need the car those 2 days. see. GRR. I'm so frustrated right now. It makes me want to crawl in the bathtub with a toaster. That may be a bit dramatic. sigh. i guess i better head to work. at least richie is paying me to preview.

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